Всё меняется.Не то чтобы у меня были когда-то сомнения в этом, но все же.Спроси у меня кто какое событие из всего что произошло в 2013 году было самое яркое, я не скажу Австралия, она будет на втором месте. Первое место занимают те несколько слов. Про моего отца. Первый шок длился два месяца, может больше, но в Австралии я первый раз озвучила эту историю, как ответную искренность. Подсознание не дермало все это время. Где-то осенью я первый раз словила себя на мысли о детях, моих будущих детях. До этого мне никогд а такие мысли даже в голову не приходили. Кроме этого мне стал неитересен фанфикшн, а это так же громко кричит об изменения как и все вышеперечисленное. Моя психика перестраивается. Это очевидно.

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Что происходит в моей голове? Делаю большие глазу Чувство ебанутостие происходящего. Почему я решила не ехать в город? Фигли сидеть дома? Поехала бы выставку посмотрела? Почему решила отказаться? Че за хуйня твориться в моей голове???считай написано капслоком вообще че за хуйня у меня по жизни твориться в голове?почему я все время мрачная? ЧТО ВООБЩЕ ПРОИСХОДИТ????Меня не интересует работа. меня не интересует мой 18 век, меня ВООБЩЕ НИЧЕГО НЕ ИНТЕРЕСУЕТ!! я даже английский не учу ЧТО ЗА ХРЕНЬ???? как будето я остекло шарахнулась пиздец.

Когда-нибудь простимся
Вся жизнь — неотвратимая подготовка к прощанию...
Лишь одиночество — тот единственный друг,
который никогда не предаст.
Не пугайся нахлынувшей любви — купи зонтик и

укройся.

Как бы тебя ни любили, не верь счастью.
Как бы ты сам ни любил,
никогда не теряй головы от любви.
Любовь — словно времена года,
она лишь разукрашивает круговерть нашей жизни.
И в миг, когда произносится слово «любовь»,
она тает подобно осколку льда.
Когда-нибудь простимся.
Вечного счастья не бывает,
и вечного несчастья — тоже.
Бывают прощания,
бывают и встречи.
Перед смертью люди вспоминают...
либо тех, кто любил их,
либо тех, кого любили сами.
Я непременно...
буду помнить тех,
кого мне довелось любить.

 

 

Sayonara Itsuka

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удалить|это спам Сергей Бабкин сегодня в 0:51 как будто человек, переставший употреблять наркотики. Не могу такого представить, да и не могу представить тебя такой. Просто скажу - я с тобой (нелепо конечно звучит, за 3000 км -то). Да, я с тобой.

Мама научила меня ПРЕОДОЛЕВАТЬ НЕВОЗМОЖНОЕ: "Закрой рот и ешь суп".
Мама научила меня УВАЖАТЬ ЧУЖОЙ ТРУД: "Если вы собрались поубивать друг друга, идите на улицу, я только что полы вымыла".
Мама научила меня ВЕРИТЬ В БОГА: "Молись, чтобы эта гадость отстиралась".
Мама научила меня МЫСЛИТЬ ЛОГИЧНО: "Потому что я так сказала, вот почему".
Мама научила меня ДУМАТЬ О ПОСЛЕДСТВИЯХ: "Вот вывалишься сейчас из окна, не возьму тебя с собой в магазин".
Мама научила меня СТОЙКОСТИ: "Не выйдешь из-за стола, пока не доешь".
Мама объяснила мне ПРИЧИННО-СЛЕДСТВЕННЫЕ СВЯЗИ: "Если ты сейчас не перестанешь реветь, я тебя отшлепаю".
Мама научила меня НЕ ЗАВИДОВАТЬ: "Да в мире миллионы детей, которым не так повезло с родителями, как тебе".
Мама научила меня КАК СТАТЬ ВЗРОСЛЫМ: "Если не будешь есть овощи, никогда не вырастешь".
Мама научила меня СМЕЛО СМОТРЕТЬ В БУДУЩЕЕ: "Уж погоди, дома я с тобой поговорю".
Мама научила меня ОСНОВАМ САМОЛЕЧЕНИЯ: "Если ты не перестанешь косить глазами, на всю жизнь так и останешься косым".
Мама научила меня ЭКСТРАСЕНСОРИКЕ: "Надень свитер, я же знаю, что тебе холодно!"
Мама преподала мне ОСНОВЫ ГЕНЕТИКИ: "Это у тебя все от отца!".

В начале 30 серии так и хочется сказать 8 принцу: Что дружочек ты не весел, что головушку повесил?)))

Даже "нет" в сто раз лучше чем неопределенность! Я испытала дикое облегчение, после того как меня отшили!)) Я так за неделю перенервничала, что была готова уснуть прямо в метро)

Я нашла цитаты Заместителя директора Уолтера Скиннера, очень многие из которых использовались в моем любимом клипе:



"Секретные материалы: S.R. 819 (#6.9)" (1999)
Scully: You have been our greatest ally.
Skinner: Not the ally I could have been.



Scully: Sir, if this man poisoned you, you should be off your feet and under doctor's care.
Skinner: If this man poisoned me, I'm going to put a gun to his head, find out why, and ask him how he's going to make me well.



Skinner:
Every minute of every day, we choose. Who we are. Who we forgive. Who we
defend and protect. To choose a side or to walk the line. To play the
middle. To straddle the fence between what is and what should be. This
was the course I chose. Trying to find the delicate balance of interests
that can never exist. Choosing by not choosing. Defending a center
which cannot hold. So death chose for me.

---

"Секретные материалы: One Breath (#2.8)" (1994)
Skinner: When
I was eighteen, I, uh... I went to Vietnam. I wasn't drafted, Mulder,
I... I enlisted in the Marine Corps the day of my eighteenth birthday. I
did it on a blind faith. I did it because I believed it was the right
thing to do. I don't know, maybe I still do. Three weeks into my tour, a
ten-year-old North Vietnamese boy walked into camp covered with
grenades and I, uh... I blew his head off from a distance of ten yards. I
lost my faith. Not in my country or in myself, but in everything. There
was just no point to anything anymore. One night on patrol, we were,
uh... caught... and everyone... everyone fell. I mean, everyone. I
looked down... at my body... from outside of it. I didn't recognize it
at first. I watched the V.C. strip my uniform, take my weapon and I
remained... in this thick jungle... peaceful... unafraid... watching
my... my dead friends. Watching myself. In the morning, the corpsmen
arrived and put me in a bodybag until... I guess they found a pulse. I
woke in a Saigon hospital two weeks later. I'm afraid to look any
further beyond that experience. You? You are not. Your resignation is
unacceptable.



Skinner: [walking into Mulder's office] When I started out, this room is where they kept the copier.



Mulder: You. You gave me Cancer Man's location. You put your life in danger.
Skinner: Agent Mulder, every life, every day is in danger. That's just life.

---

"Секретные материалы: The Truth: Parts 1 & 2 (#9.19)" (2002)
John Doggett: You saw him? Mulder?
Monica Reyes: They've accused him of murder?
Scully: And they have him believing that he did it.
John Doggett: Murdered who?
Scully: Knowle Rohrer.
John Doggett: Knowle Rohrer? It can't be. I watched Knowle Rohrer die.
Monica Reyes: He can't die. Knowle Rohrer's a super soldier.
Skinner:
Mulder side-stepped security at a facility known as Mount Weather - a
place where they say our so-called shadow government's installed.
Monica Reyes: What about this murder charge?
Skinner: Thirty government workers are ready to testify they witnessed Mulder push a military officer to his death.
John Doggett: Killing the man who can't be killed? Where are you going?
Scully: To beg mercy with the man upstairs.



John Doggett: Get up.
Mulder: Who's there?
John Doggett: I'm here with Skinner. Get up.
Skinner: Move it, Mulder.
Mulder: What are you doing?
John Doggett: We're getting you out of here. Come on.



FBI Prosecutor Kalembrenner: Agent Scully, isn't it true that you and Mulder were lovers, and you got pregnant and had his love child?
Skinner: Objection!

---

"Секретные материалы: Bad Blood (#5.12)" (1998)
Scully: [waiting to speak to Skinner about Mulder's "staking" a suspect] Mulder, just keep reminding them that you were drugged.
Mulder: [impatiently] Shhh!
Walter Skinner: [enters room] Agents...
Mulder: [interrupting] I was drugged!



Walter Skinner:
Ronnie Strickland's body has gone missing from the morgue, in
conjunction with this the coroner's been attacked. His throat was
bitten.
Scully: The coroner's dead?
Walter Skinner: [uncomfortably] No... his throat was... bitten. Just sort of... gnawed on.

---

"Секретные материалы: Hollywood A.D. (#7.19)" (2000)
Walter Skinner: If I'm carrying Marilyn Monroe's purse, do you assume I slept with JFK?



Walter Skinner: Agent Scully, if I am carrying Marilyn Monroe's purse, do you assume that I slept with JFK?

---

"Секретные материалы: Tooms (#1.20)" (1994)
[Skinner talks to Mulder in private]
Walter Skinner: Agent Scully, may I have a word with Agent Mulder, please?
[Scully
leaves the room; the Cigarette Smoking Man stubs out a cigarette and
lights a new one. Skinner takes off his glasses and sits next to Mulder]
Walter Skinner:
Fox... you are one of the finest, most unique agents in the nearly
sixty-year history of this institution. I mean, we were talking about
you when you were in the academy. Now, most of us, including the
director, feel that your talents are wasted on the X-Files. But we
respect that you're deeply invested in those areas. But if these areas
are creating such stress as to not only cause you to act
inappropriately, but those agents close to you as well, then may I
advise you to step away... for a while. Clear your head, take an
extended vacation.
Fox Mulder: That's a good idea. Thanks for your concern.
[realizing he's not getting through, Skinner goes back to his desk and puts his glasses back on]
Walter Skinner: [quietly] You're forbidden to go near Eugene Tooms.
[Mulder gets up and prepares to leave]
Walter Skinner: Mulder...
[Mulder stops]
Walter Skinner: This was close. Any closer and a thousand friends at the Capitol won't be able to help you.



[after Skinner expresses disapproval about Mulder and Scully's unorthodox methods]
Dana Scully: Sir, the very nature of the X-Files often requires... unorthodox investigation.
Walter Skinner: Are you suggesting the Bureau adopt different standards for you and Agent Mulder?
Dana Scully: No, sir.
Walter Skinner: Are you suggesting that Agent Mulder prevents you from carrying out proper procedures?
Dana Scully: No, sir. If anything, I'm suggesting that these cases be reviewed with an open mind.
Walter Skinner: Well, maybe your mind has become too open.

---

"Секретные материалы: Paper Clip (#3.2)" (1995)
Cigarette Smoking Man: [after threatening Skinner, he is shown Albert Hosteen] What is this?
Skinner: This is where you pucker up and kiss my ass!



Cigarette Smoking Man: What is this?
Skinner: This is where you pucker up and kiss my ass.

---

"Секретные материалы: End Game (#2.17)" (1995)
[Skinner enters Mulder's apartment after fighting with X]
Skinner:
Agent Mulder took a commercial flight to Tacoma, Washington... there
he took a military plane to Deadhorse, Alaska. Using his FBI
credentials, he chartered a Rologon All-Terrain Vehicle - still a
ten-mile hike across the ice. Here are the co-ordinates of his final
destination.
Scully: Where did you get this?
Skinner: Unofficial channels.



Skinner: How hard do you want to make this?
Mr. X: No harder than it has to be.
[head butts Skinner]

---

"Секретные материалы: Small Potatoes (#4.20)" (1997)
Skinner: Which one of you wrote this?
Eddie van Blundht as Mulder: I did, sir.
Skinner: You spelled Federal Bureau of Investigation wrong.
Eddie van Blundht as Mulder: It was a typo.
Skinner: Twice.

---

"Секретные материалы: Redux II (#5.2)" (1997)
Skinner: They're cleaning up, taking everything away.
Mulder: Not everything. Scully's cancer's gone into remission.
Skinner: That's unbelievable news.
Mulder: It's the best news I could have ever heard.

---

"Секретные материалы: Piper Maru (#3.15)" (1996)
Scully: You
know, it's strange - men can blow up buildings, and they can be nowhere
near the crime scene. But we can piece together the evidence and convict
them beyond a doubt. Our labs here can recreate out of the most
microscopic details their motivation and circumstance to almost any
murder. Right down to a killer's attitude towards his mother and that he
was a bed wetter. But in the case of a woman... my sister... who was
gunned down in cold blood in a well-lit apartment building by a shooter
who left the weapon at the crime scene, we can't even put together
enough to keep anybody interested.
Skinner: I don't think this had anything to do with interest.
Scully: If I may say so, sir. It has everything to do with interest. Just not yours and not mine.

---

"Секретные материалы: Kitsunegari (#5.8)" (1998)
Walter Skinner: Mulder, a moment please?
[waits for Scully to leave the office]
Walter Skinner: I just wanted to say you did a good job.
Fox Mulder: How's that?
Walter Skinner: Nobody could have figured this out but you. You knew it was Linda Bowman and not Modell. You were way ahead of me.
Fox Mulder: I almost killed my partner.
Walter Skinner: Mulder, despite that, you prevailed. You won her game.
Fox Mulder: So how come I feel like I lost?

---

"Секретные материалы: The End (#5.20)" (1998)
Skinner: So this kid is a human oddity. Tell me why anyone would go to such lengths as to kill him?
Mulder:
This kid may be the key not just to all human potential, but to all
spiritual unexplained paranormal phenomena. The key to everything in The
X-Files.

---

"Секретные материалы: The Host (#2.2)" (1994)
Walter Skinner: The Justice Department has asked the suspect be transferred to an institution for a full psychiatric evaluation.
Fox Mulder: This is not a man, it's a monster! You can't put it in an institution.
Walter Skinner: What do you do with it, Agent Mulder? Put it in a zoo? It killed two people.

---

The X Files Game (1998) (VG)
Assistant Director Walter Skinner: That car has been following us since we left the office.
Craig Willmore: Do you think they know about Mulder and Scully?
Assistant Director Walter Skinner: That's a good question Agent Willmore, why don't you go ask them.

---

"Секретные материалы: Triangle (#6.3)" (1998)
Walter Skinner: Use your head, Scully. It'll save your ass.
Dana Scully: Save your own ass, sir. You'll save your head along with it.

---

"Секретные материалы: Memento Mori (#4.14)" (1997)
Walter Skinner: You can't ask the truth of a man who trades in lies.

---

The X Files: I Want to Believe (2008)
Assistant Director Walter Skinner: I know Mulder. He'd get to a phone and call first. He wouldn't do anything crazy.
[Scully stares at him]
Assistant Director Walter Skinner: Well, not *overly* crazy.

---

"Секретные материалы: Redux (#5.1)" (1997)
Skinner: When you compound the lies, you compound the consequences.
Scully: All lies lead to the truth.

---

"Секретные материалы: This Is Not Happening (#8.14)" (2001)
Scully: I
once had a talk with Mulder about starlight. How it's billions of years
old. Stars that are now long dead whose light is still travelling
through time. It won't die, that light. Maybe that's the only thing that
never does. He said that's where souls reside. I hope he's right.
Skinner:
If you're trying to prepare yourself I want you to stop. Nothing says
that we're going to stumble over him in some field. Nothing says he
won't be fine.

---

"Секретные материалы: F. Emasculata (#2.22)" (1995)
Skinner: For every step you take they're three steps ahead.
Mulder: What about you, where do you stand?
Skinner: I stand right on the line you keep crossing.

---

The X Files (1998)
Skinner: Agent Mulder, you and I both know that if it looks bad, it's bad for the FBI. Blame has to be assigned somewhere.

---

"Секретные материалы: Field Trip (#6.21)" (1999)
Scully: My
role in the X-files have always been to provide a rational, scientific
perspective to cases that would seem to defy explanation, a counterpoint
to Agent Mulder.
Walter Skinner: And you have done that. You have performed admirably.
Scully: Have I? How many X-files have my scientific approach fully and satisfactorily explained?
Walter Skinner: Your reports have consistently made sense of his conclusions.




И вот здесь данных еще больше www.imdb.com/character/ch0004864/

Ёшкин кот, а ведь уже первый месяц осени заканчивается...
А у меня новая мания, хочу свалить отсюда ко всем чертям, еще зимой лилиенная мысль об отъезде на стажировку, сейчас разрослаль до серьезных планов перебраться заграницу, пожить там, пожить сям, путешествовать побольше. купить домик в теплой стране, перевезти родню и нахер послать эти холода, этих двой президентов и все мое плохое настроение, сказать да самым моим приятным и свободным мечтам.